My Love Affair

I have a love/hate relationship with writing, and my love affair with money is becoming a cruel mistress that is rarely satisfied. I need to make more money so I have time for writing. Making money takes time I don't have and writing is what gives me peace to have more time. So I am in a perpetual cycle of make money to survive, but write to live. So who do I satisfy to keep me going my life or my love?